Michael My Love

[MikeP]

Michael My Love
In your life you meant everything to me and in your death you mean so much more,
You brought me to my knees and slammed me on the floor.
So much hurt within my heart, If I had only known all the pain you were going through I would of done so much more.
You have taken your own life and there is nothing I can do,
All I want is to hold you and turn that clock back now.
I know that its not possible as I’m lying on the floor
All I want is to hold you and hold you forever more.
I couldn’t take your pain away you did that on your own and left me here to deal with life so very much alone.
There’s no more hugs and kisses no more of you to hold you took it all away from me and now I’m all alone.
Friends and family are a part but not the same at all,
There is nothing like having a husband around to make life worth while.
But here I am setting in this chair, tears rolling down my face and missing every part of you not knowing how to go on.
Twenty years with you is not enough time this is not how it’s suppose to be old and gray is where I thought we would be many years down the road.
So in your life I loved you but now so much more.



9-1-08